Wednesday, April 29, 2009

New Habits

Here I am again. Developing a new habit is what I'm doing!
Ron's eye appt. went very well. Dr. Rostov is happy with his progress and we go back in 3 weeks. His eye does have a bluish tinge to it. Wouldn't be wild to permanently change your eye color? Course, God gives us the best from the get go, so why bother. LoL. I wonder what our new eyes will look like when we go home to heaven. I wonder alot about heaven. How will it look like? How much will our bodies change? Would I be able to think alot clearer? LOL
That would take so much confusion away. But I know that I know that I have to develop a new/old habit.
I don't spend time with Him every day. I ebb and flow with Him with my time.
I've learned to accept that and go on. But it's frustrating to a perfectionist like me to not start over..and start over..and start over..because I didn't do it right from the start. I take comfort knowing He knows me and loves me anyway! That all I need do is repent and draw near again to Him who gives me strength, who gives me inspiration, who gives me life every day. He IS my everything..so if I can just give up the 'control' I think I have. LOL..
New habits..and letting go of old ones.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

New beginnings

New Beginnings...
The web always amazes me...we have this vast array of information available to us. A tool to keep in touch with family and friends whether they live faraway or down the street. And now a place for us to journal our lives in these blogs.
It is spring of 2009..my husband Ron has a new cornea..my daughter's husband will be home in a matter of weeks and their new beginning in their new home..my other daughter will be coming home from Germany with her family for their new beginning here in the States..my son and wife just came home from a marriage retreat and their new beginning as husband and wife..my other son is living in his new apartment and his new beginning of life on his own..my daughter is discovering her heart strings and the stirrings of love, friendship, and all that entails this year..and my son is beginning to stretch his heart as well..it really is spring..both seasonally and heart wise!!
So with that I'll try to blog..or journal, I like that word better, journal...part of my journey, every week.
In His Love,
Anita