New Habits

Here I am again. Developing a new habit is what I'm doing!
Ron's eye appt. went very well. Dr. Rostov is happy with his progress and we go back in 3 weeks. His eye does have a bluish tinge to it. Wouldn't be wild to permanently change your eye color? Course, God gives us the best from the get go, so why bother. LoL. I wonder what our new eyes will look like when we go home to heaven. I wonder alot about heaven. How will it look like? How much will our bodies change? Would I be able to think alot clearer? LOL
That would take so much confusion away. But I know that I know that I have to develop a new/old habit.
I don't spend time with Him every day. I ebb and flow with Him with my time.
I've learned to accept that and go on. But it's frustrating to a perfectionist like me to not start over..and start over..and start over..because I didn't do it right from the start. I take comfort knowing He knows me and loves me anyway! That all I need do is repent and draw near again to Him who gives me strength, who gives me inspiration, who gives me life every day. He IS my everything..so if I can just give up the 'control' I think I have. LOL..
New habits..and letting go of old ones.